An Old Leaf

On the surface not a lot has changed since the last time I posted here. I'm still working at the same company, still saving for a house, still having lots of fun. But deep down I think I've learned a couple of very important things and changed quite a bit, for the better. For a while there I kind of lost my confidence, there were some good reasons for that which anyone who knows me could guess, but regardless it escaped me. Over the past few months a few events in my life made it worse, to a breaking point actually, but ever since that culmination I've felt a lot better. Almost as if all the bullshit in my life got put in perspective and just melted away. For a while there I didn't even enjoy playing video games, at least not by myself, and frankly given that I've been playing Nintendo non-stop since 1st grade that was a scary place for me. It's funny, because when I wasn't feeling like myself a lot of the newer people in my life thought I was insecure and / or really laid back. I wonder what they'll think now?

Spring is almost here, I'm establishing credit for my first home loan, still losing weight, back at the gym, back to the chiropractor, getting my grandparent's truck (an old blue 1975 pickup - hell yeah!), making new friends and finding old ones, and having more fun that I have in far too long :). See you on the flip side...

Back | POSTED BY Robert Otlowski ON April 9, 2009 @ 6:04 am EST